Oh hey, what are the haps?

11 Jan

The haps? I will TELL you the haps:

1) I’m in the midst of transitioning into a new job. A big girl job, guys. This process has been taking up a great deal of my time.

2) I’m breaking up with Boyfriend. What? BAM! Welcome back! It’s a long story, one that will probably end up making its way into being my next post, but let’s just say that it’s time (and that it has been time for a while). I’ll get back to you once I work up the courage to take the little bag of his things that I’ve been carrying around with me for DAYS over to his place and get this over with (dammitfuckIhatethisshit).

3) I’ve been having nightmares! Absolutely horrible ones! Every! Single! Night!

For the pas two weeks!

Exclamation points aside, I honestly have no idea what’s going on. Each night it’s a different dream but it’s always horrifying enough that I end up wrenching myself awake just to get away from it. And then, naturally, I can’t fall back to sleep because I’m stricken with terror.

Needless to say that after two weeks of this, I’m really tired. Does anyone have experience with this sort of thing? Any suggestions? I’m getting desperate. And cranky.

4) Uuhhhhg…

5) I miss you? I miss you and I think you’re wonderful and think it’s finally safe to say that I am, in fact, back.



5 Responses to “Oh hey, what are the haps?”

  1. elle sees January 11, 2011 at 10:18 am #

    1–are you too cold? cold rooms bring about nightmares. seriously.
    2–stress/anxiety cause nightmares as well, and given everything you’re dealing with, it’s no surprise!

    • Jam January 11, 2011 at 11:36 am #

      Wait, cold? Seriously? Because YES, my room is FREEZING. I’m tackling this one STAT. Thanks lovely šŸ™‚

  2. the grumbles January 12, 2011 at 10:57 am #

    oh you crazy person! thinking of you.

  3. nickrio January 25, 2011 at 7:02 pm #

    What sorts of nightmares?

  4. Megan (Best of Fates) April 21, 2011 at 4:25 pm #

    Am I never going to hear this story?

    ‘Cause it’s starting to feel that way.

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